I’m not longer in the 18-24 box on forms, and it’s slowly beginning to kick in that I’m a full blown adult that need to start navigating her life with the help of God, putting things in place to achieve the life I dream of and living my (best) life unapologetically.
It’s only made me persevere, full with determination and courage, equipped with hard work because I want that life I talk about, dream about, and want so desperately.
With every year I feel like I know myself a little bit more, and no matter what cards life deals me that I’m going to be ok. This time last year I was dealing with a married guy which in turn made me re-analyze my needs, and wants in life, love, and career. I was masking a pain underneath my “I’m fine” and smiles but this time around I’m completely content with being single, and figuring things out on my own. I’ve found the courage to get over my FOMO, traveled like I said I would last year, even if it’s not to the preferred destinations I wrote in this posts. None the less, I stepped out of the UK to experience life outside of the moody, grey atmosphere. It was fabulous.
I’ve chosen myself, over anything else time and time again this year. Sure I may have hurt people with that decision unconsciously, but I felt I needed to be selfishness, hide in my world to lick my wounds, recuperate and get my mind, body, and soul right. I’ve also gone clean with my eating habits, switching from a meat diet to a pescatarian, drink lots of water and growing as a person.
I’ve been knocked down by life, with not as many opportunities knocking on my door, and it’s only made me persevere, full with determination and courage, equipped with hard work because I want that life I talk about, dream about, and want so desperately. Chapter 24 taught me unforgettable lessons that I know I would use as advice to my future kids, but it’s also opened the door for me to think about the future with a positive perspective. Sure, I may have broken down in tears often, but through that came strength.
Putting it out to the universe, and making my requests known to God, this time next year I want to have traveled to 10 countries which include the Maldives, Bora Bora, Greece, Turkey, and Egypt. I want to have an excellent job at a marketing firm, pass my driving with a gorgeous car of my own. Along with that, I want to be successful in the blogging industry, and fashion having over a million followers on Instagram, over a million subscribers on Youtube, with lots of millions of readership on this blog. Working with luxury brands as the face, and ambassador, breaking barriers and being the queen of the world. Continue to grant my wishes as they come along.
Ps, I have lots of posts draft waiting to be released, some of the things I mentioned were the way I felt during that season of my life. Right now, I’m feeling good. I’m super ecstatic.
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